I don’t think people love rants, I would like to make this long to lose the interest of any possible reader.
First off, the good thing about Arashi (but not for me), they will have their 2nd ARASHI Around Asia (edit: Around Around Asia?) tour this year. Good for people who can go there. It’s the baddest baddest thing, when you know you’re just some miles away from the people you love and you can’t go, just because you can’t. It’s Asia, I’m an Asian, living in Asia but why does it have to be so impossible to get there? I’m this inch closer to their location than the other millions of people in this fandom, yet can’t go. Oh well, I’ll get pass this after 10 minutes.
I wanna laugh at the faces of those GMA forum groupies, who said Arashi will be here to promote Bambino? Then slap them hard one by one. Really hard.
Another thing, I hate burning backups. I am buying external hard drives instead. I decided to make space for new downloads and burn backups today. Then, horror! I try to rearrange old backups to make complete ones. I realized that I can’t read some of them back to my laptop. Which means there’s a possibility that all of them can’t be read back. They may be few (25+ times 4.3GB) but they’re still worth some files. And redownloading those files would mean no sleep for my laptop for days again. Which will surely make her sick. I don’t like dealing with services and technical people. They’re oftentimes more frustrated than their customers so they really suck. So, instead I’m buying XHDs. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GET TO TAIPEI, SEOUL or SHANGHAI THIS WAY? Buying the TIME DVD is again, canceled for me. And considering my JE interest continues to evolve (Kanjani8, TxT, SMAP, NewS, etc) and my ambition for HQs is developing (should I thank you Pat?), I’m not satisfied with FLVs anymore. Oh, and I heard Zettai Kareshi is a good drama to watch, must get that. WAhhh!
I’m beginning to hate Arashi. I was a lot peaceful 6 months ago when all I knew was Ikuta Toma. I’m sort of wanting to leave the fandom, devote myself to charity, go volunteering, that seems more fruitful and far far better than crying for failing backups. THERE ARE BIGGER PROBLEMS IN THE WORLD OUT THERE, ACE!
To correct my sleeping habit, I am thinking of reversing my sleep time. Instead of sleeping at 6AM, I’ll wake up at 1AM, go to work and sleep at 6PM. And wake up again at 1AM. But then, I just know that I can’t follow it. Plans don’t work on me.
On life, my father (Happy, Father’s Day… oh yet another HAPPY XXX event?) is not-so-sober from beer and talks too much again. I think he’s lonely (I’m lonely too, can I drink?). It’s also his birthday tomorrow. Papsie, we love you.









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