I Still Like Ohno

29 07 2008

I don’t have the will to update on Ohno’s issue. Fybabe can do it better. I’m happy to see that less people are looking at this blog for info or updates.

I wanna know the truth. Truth whether the tabloids are making up all these rumors. Truth whether JE is taking all measures to cover this issue by using their power. I don’t want to take judgments like "they’re only tabloids doing this for money". Or judging JE as full of craps. I wanna know the truth. Although truth could sometimes be bent. Well, yes, I would rather not see JE using its power to stop all these in my face. But then again, everything is fed to us second-hand through screened or translated articles. So, what’s the truth? How do we know which is?

I wouldn’t deny that I’m a new fan. This must be my very first big scandal, I never saw how Aiba’s case turned out for the fans or other JE’s scandals as well. Sho’s latest hardly gets any progress. For this, I chose not to stretch on giving information. Because doing so would only influence people’s feelings.

Nevertheless, I still love Ohno. I loved him before when I first step into Arashi just because he’s a part of this group. As I go deeper, I love him even more. I love him as a fan. A fan of his works. I enjoy what he shows on TV, in concerts, in everything. The songs he sings. Arashi’s friendship even if it’s mostly in the camera. That will never change. Ever. He gave me happiness, Arashi as a whole and everyone of its members gave me happiness. Huge! When I start claiming that I’m a fan of this group, I mean to love them as a group, and as individual ARTISTS. Even if they share things about their personal life, I still treat it as part of the whole business they’re in, I don’t digest and swallow everything they feed me. I chose not to care so much about their personal lives. Theirs is theirs, mine is mine. Nothing more. What they do with theirs, is should be less of my care. But I would care naturally as a fan when something come to affect his life. But I would not want to take part, I’d rather hope he overcomes it instead.

For all we know, only Ohno knows the truth behind all these. I’ll only listen to him. If he ever speak up. If he’s ever not guilty, I’ll feel sorry he and Arashi got dragged into a stupid mess (isn’t it nice to note that Arashi members always present themselves as "Arashi no ____ desu"?). If he’s guilty, I’ll still take him as he is now since it’s all part of he is or who he was. What I mean to say is, it’s not going to be everyday or everytime that his name would get associated with drugs and girls, right? That’s how I treated Aiba’s case.

Hala, sorry for the long post, I have a birthday to celebrate. Bye bye drama for now.

But if you can’t help it, go to uwasako’s LJ. He/she has accounts of JE scandals/articles that these tabloids have written. I don’t want to use my remaining strength to read everything in the journal. I only read about Ohno, Subaru, and Koki, (and MatsuJun and Kame), but I never looked or bother to know more about the girls involved.


ohno denied to smoking pot but admitted to 3p.

Interpretation: he simply admit he’s the one in the photos, it is not tampered. Sex, I doubt.





Happy Birthday, Pat!

29 07 2008

Ahhhh! There’s something about your blog post last night that I realize I’m missing. I can’t wait for Friendster to remind me again that today is your birthday. Why didn’t I do something last night? My..

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Sorry again for the hurried e-card, I should make a better reminder.

I’ll make it up later with my promise links and downloads to you. Ah, I’m so so forgetful! Memory gap na ito!

Good luck on your trip! Just remember, Shotoshi is waiting for your return to the outside world. And when it happens, TAMA NA MUNA ARAL! MANOOD KA MUNA MAOU!

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* assignments = Pat’s problem
* pera (money) = Ace’s problem





Song for Riida

29 07 2008

No matter what I do, I can’t sleep yet. I can’t make a fanvid, I’m too tired. I’ll just post the song I feel right now.

I Wasn’t Prepared by Eisley

Oh, when the day is blue
I’ll sit here wondering about you
How the pollen fell
All around your face in strange yellow patterns

But, I wasn’t prepared for this, oh…
I wasn’t prepared for this, oh…

When the morning came
The bees flew down and wrapped themselves around me
And that’s when I spoke the word
To have them trace your face for me in pollen

But, I wasn’t prepared for this, oh…
I wasn’t prepared for this, oh…

Come, come back to me, my, my darling
Come, come back to me, my, my darling

I wasn’t prepared for this, oh…
I wasn’t prepared for this, oh…

Oh, when the day is blue
I’ll sit here wondering about you