I Just Post for Some Download Links

Few days ago, after putting down my photobook (no drools, btw, my sister told me, “ok, now, put plastic cover on your new book”), I slept. Then about an hour later, I woke up surprised coz there is Aiba at my side asking me… “Gohan ni suru? Ofuro ni suru? Sore to mo…” I said, “shhh! Let me sleep”. He turned his head down and walked away silently… and never returned again. Damnit.

But Aiba knows, I know he knows even if our mental capacity even if we’re both child-at-heart, that I wanted to play sing Itsuka no Summer with him, it’s no use (since summer’s over and typhoons are living in our area). Anyway, I was busy, I wouldn’t even start telling you why again. I wasn’t stalking blogs and communities. I missed a lot of downloads. And my connection isn’t cooperating

And didn’t I tell you (or Pat, actually) that I have poor time management skills? I’m so bad at multitasking that’s why. Well, what better way to be useful instead but by giving you download links instead.

STORMY team sub released their final Maou sub (episode 11). Omedetou! Good luck on Ryusei no Kizuna and your secret project.. Hmm..

Marchy tipped this: Kioku Fansub has released their version of Myuu no Anyo, Papa ni Ageru. It will be locked in a week, so be sure to catch it if you haven’t get the torrent running already.

Otakara Photo File Scans: Matsumoto Jun and Riida, Ohno Satoshi. I still want to buy Riida’s even if there’s scan available.. both from LJuser:aibaninosuki

The final subbed video of D no Arashi is out! TaijiProject laboriously gave us 116 episodes of the series. She did them all by herself, I wanna call her one of those ultimate subbers in Arashi fanland! And she did it with other side projects, hmm.. And G no Arashi will come to us this week! She doesn’t rest.

You can get old Arashi stageplay fancams at: Modoriame. I’m not sure if I could post the list, so check them out yourself. It is community locked. There’s at least one for every member. Including Sho’s The Beautiful Game (*remembers the Sho kiss* grrr..)

A clip of ShoBeat was subbed. It was about birthday mails that Sho received on his last birthday

That would be it. I was typing this thing the whole afternoon already, I wouldn’t know if this would get published.

Marchy gave us download links of Myu no Anyo Papa ni Ageru English Subbed by kyoichi07@d-addicts:

http://www.mediafire.com/?sharekey=1eb4d0d6a7612825ab1eab3e9fa335ca1925c9e54b37f01d

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=40N4G3ZE

As Marchy said, please take some time to thank Kyoichi

Does anybody know where I could get the scans for this image?
Jun’s hair and Ohmiya pajamas… Thanks furo!

Ace After Buying the Arashi is Alive Photobook

IS IRRATIONAL NOW. PLEASE DON’T READ. NOT THAT FUNNY. WASTE OF TIME. JUST A GIRL RAVING ABOUT HER PHOTOBOOK (Should I rate my posts like fanfics now?)

Now, I can’t help but remember Pat’s words to me when I wasn’t buying any Arashi items yet. Pat herself doesn’t want to start buying because she knows she won’t be able to stop afterwards. But, first of all, a scan is a scan. I can always get MU links everywhere. At an Internet cafe, I can get it, clean the scan, print it and see the photos many times, maybe sleep with it beside me. But a book, I would not look at it everyday. (Are you serious? And have my fingerprints on Sho’s precious face? No way!) But a book is a book. (My reasoning is bad, I told you.) A book is something I could keep, to remind me so many years after that I loved Arashi (since my tangible scrapbook project is going nowhere). If I can’t read encyclopedias anymore (but I want to actually…hmm, maybe I should buy a set! *remembers savings for Arashi 10th year con*) Wait, I am talking about ME buying a book and ME taking the scans (this isn’t you, don’t be offended, this is me and how I am happy that I bought). (why there’s too many parentheses in this post?)

And I even admire those people who share the Arashi is Alive photobook scans, or any other photobooks. For one, yes, it’s true, AiA photobook has the poorest binding ever. There’s one picture where Nino’s entirely hidden coz he’s in the middle. To successfully scan it, you need to peel each page separately, and I CAN’T DO THAT OVER YOUR DEAD BODY! How can I hurt the paper that has Sho’s face in it? Never! So, thanks to all people sharing the scans. Coz I wouldn’t scan my book even if you pay me. (why not buy instead, hakhak!) And also, I’m not rich to afford another copy Even if I buy the book, I would still get the scans. Coz I told you I won’t scan it myself!

But AiA is bias coz most pictures are from MatsuJun and Sho! For all Sho picture, I’m kyaaaaaaaing a lot, I totally forgot about Aiba Really, you could live (or I could) even with just Sho’s shots, akkk, if Sho’s picture are paper I can eat all over again, I wouldn’t starve ever. AiA is currently out of stock right now.

PHOTOBOOKS NOW + DVDS LATER = HASHIRIDASE, HASHIRIDASE!

It’s 5AM, Sunday now. I have to go to the office to work later. Hmm.. I will see bad faces again. But before that…

An old picture.. it feels like it was just taken on a normal neighborhood.
photo from Crunchyroll

I told you this post has no direction at all. My mind is preparing for the worse days to come. I won’t be posting as much in the coming days.. I need to work hard to buy more books.

September 27, 2008 – 6:16PM

After almost a year of following the boys, my first purchase.

I want a credit card now! Shhh!!!

Now, how to tell Dad we don’t have money for the electricity anymore…

Oh Japan!

Now ask me again why I envy Japan? Damnit, damnit, I can’t have Hello Kitty, I can’t have Lisa Loeb!!! They’re all in Japan!!!

NESCAFE INSTANT CAFFUCCINO TAKE 54:
"Coffee is a rich source of anti-oxidants."

I wonder if I should waste my luck on hoping to win this scratch-and-win promo when I could have wished for a trip to Japan instead.

Dear Sho-kun,

Part 2: Ace is crazy now…

I wanna kill!

I wanna massacre! *INSERT ACE’s COMPANY NAME* MASSACRE! Huwawawa waaaaa….

I was about to give up work, my job, because I could not stand these men who talk nothing about but their sex lives (or lack of). These same men guys who mock me whenever I sing your songs (Take a soul, soul), how could I stand them anymore? I am not happy in this place, and now, I will live with them once again like last year!

Which means… it means… more time that I can’t sing Hip Pop Boogie out loud!

I WANNA TAKE THEIR LIFE FOREVER!!!

Now, my boss, who’s somehow (somehow!) the only sane person aside from me in this group (depending on how you see things), announced yesterday that we have to "extend" working until December. DECEMBER! Yes, even Christmas! By "extended" working, it means overtime, overnight work, take home work, Sunday work, and the worst: sleeping at the office. EH? And the incentive: a rate increase. EH? How will I benefit from rate increase when I am itching to leave? It’s not a buyout, it’s what we deserve, everyone deserves yearly increase and BONUS! OR AN ALL EXPENSE PAID TRIP TO JAPAN!

It was the same thing as last year, and last last year when I became your fan! Before I became your fan, I was a desperate, frustrated, I-work-work-not-play, workaholic, Baby VOX singing girl who couldn’t take a bath properly coz there’s no hot water in the office and how can you take a bath when you never sleep? When that crisis was over, I was down, depressed, no direction in life, but then I discover you last Christmas, I watch all your Shukudai-kun episodes, I cringed at the food you eat (do you still eat a lot on the show?), I saw you and Riida molested, and from there, I bought a laptop just so I could watch all your videos non-stop after work. Yes, I stayed at my company, and I wonder why I’m still here, probably coz I’m an idiot for fearing my future economic state or I just have the patience of a saint.

Now, it will happen again. Until DECEMBER! Until my first year anniversary celebration of knowing you. Akk! See, my boss has a detailed, target plan of 17 big programs to finish in 3 months. Some doesn’t even have concrete plan how to do them (which somehow causes things to fail, because of low planning, GOD, THIS IS BUSINESS, NOT A DANCE NUMBER WHERE MISTAKES ARE ALLOWED!)

So it means, I can’t fangirl as much And I am not fangirling as much already!

Sho-kun, forgive me if I commit murder in my mind… *chanting something Latin*

But you’re still there to guide me to the right path right?

What? No?
Why do you have to be such a cute chibi?

Downloads: Myu no Anyo Papa ni Ageru Hardsubbed Now Available

On D-Addicts…

[24 Hour Special Drama] Myu no Anyo Papa ni Ageru

torrent.. subbed by kyoichi07…

NTV’s 24Hour Special Television
Size: Approx 1.85GB
Duration: 1 hour 40 minutes
Resolution: 1280×720

I still ask myself why I download raw stuff I’d never watch and then subbed versions will come out. Next time, I’ll get VS Arashi, TSD and NewsZero raws alone! Coz noone subs them anymore!!!

Now, shall we wait for MU links?

This is Long and Not Funny, DON’T READ!

This afternoon, I took a break off work. Because I need to. And I don’t really want to feel the rain this time. I’ve been wet (or my feet were) all day for some days now and I don’t really like the very cool air condition system at my work. I feel sick just sitting at my seat, much more looking at the screen, wondering how to solve problems when my mind isn’t really working straight. Don’t worry, I’m not doing drugs, or having hangovers, or gambling, or inhaling rugby or overdosing Arashi (I actually got low Arashi intake, which explains my uneasiness these days.)

Anyway, I ate a bowl of ramen this afternoon since I haven’t eaten anything yet. I was about to go out with my sister and eat outside, but I remember how many pesos I would’ve spent buying (or regret not buying) useless things on the mall so I back out after my sister’s all ready. I gave her money instead and let her buy what she wants as long as she can bring me sushi and burger. She came back after 4 hours, I ate everything and I even still have a few change. That’s budgeting. But the money for the photobooks were lessened and I need to withdraw again tomorrow. But I can forgive myself since buying food doesn’t always happen, and no money is safe with a hungry person.

Lettuce, salad, sushi… I like raw these days. I don’t like fried foods. I feel like my heart’s about to burst whenever I try, even the smell of the frying pan.

Then I get back working for Aiba. Then I realize I don’t know how to make the videos anymore. I pretty much wrote the steps to do them but then, I don’t know what to put anymore. I don’t like to put pictures again, I did that already. I have no idea what to do. Last night, I saw pretty Arashi videos on Youtube and I realize how I suck compared to them. Ackk! If it’s possible to just come up with the sub without the videos, maybe I could come out with something faster. But then, I’d like to make Aiba’s videos a little special. Even though I fail. At least I’m happy with how they were done.

Fiction. To get the idea about fanfiction, I checked its wiki definition yesterday. Man, so that’s what drabble mean (100 words excerpt of a fiction?) Then I read a Daria fanfiction. I miss her. The fiction is nice although I never finish, but I get what it meant, so it’s effective afterall. I remember how an episode on Daria where her teacher says: "But that’s the challenge of the fiction writer, Daria, to take what we learn in real life and turn it into something that not really real, but has a real life all its own". Damn it, I can’t even rephrase that. Yes, that’s how serious I am if I’m ever gonna attempt on it. I see so many people writing fiction nowadays. Maybe it’s time to rethink about my stand on fanfics. I thought fanfics were stories made up to satisfy people’s imaginations and using the name of their favorite people to attract readers. But I never see that there are people who could actually write. And just like graphic designing, fanfics can be work of art. Of course, I’m still choosy on which I (by "I", I mean mine, my own perception, we don’t need to feel the same) can call art and which are not. Although I’m still trying to digest everything about it, fanfics are not the last thing on my list about anything Arashi now at least. In my attempt to come up with something for shotoshiWP last night, I spent waiting for the public vehicle by trying to think of 1 nice story. I must’ve look so irritated and irritating that you don’t need to see me with a cigarette to think that I am smoking. (I don’t smoke, btw.) I love killing time by thinking although I failed arriving at an answer. I caught ideas, but I can’t sit with the pieces and sew them altogether. Ah, I also learn about beta-readers. And how some sites restrict publishing fiction that wasn’t beta-ed. Hah?

My usual rant, wanna watch more Arashi videos, but then connection sucks. I hope this will all get better before Ryusei no Kizuna starts.

I still feel sleepy after eating too much tonight. But I need to work on Aiba videos.

By this time, I know my role in this world is to formulate ideas. But to do them all actually, I don’t think I’m made for that.

Pat is on WordPress now! Whoo! She updated her Ch-Aiba collection (2 more to go)
AIBA leps DAISUKI!!!

Download: Last night’s Haneru no Tobira

Really, noone shares this yet on the LJ comms?

Download it at Tess’ site? (Why am I becoming an extension suddenly of Tess’ LJ giving you download links from her site? She must’ve hate me for this)

GO THERE NOW.

Moving gif snatched and will not return to Pat. Sho’s laugh will always be priceless and I would buy anything to see that… but I can’t upload so I need to resize…

Answers to comments later, I’ll be back (Aiba)…

A Naruto Fanfic

Because I am afraid to ask one of my Arashi Wifey Society co-members for one… (coz I’m afraid noone will take me seriously)

DISCLAIMER: This didn’t happen at all (except if you think this is anime, then go on, it’s your thought, not mine)

Naruse walked to meet geeky guy. That guy really has no shame testing Maou’s excellence in black magic. They’re in the street, many many people around them, they got into a fight and geeky man used the knife against him. At first, Naruse thought, of course Maou is unaffected, no blood, coz Maou is not human… but then he sees blood, lots of them… lots and lots of them oozing under his suite. But the many many people around him doesn’t care. He wonder maybe they’re afraid of the camera..

"I… am… not… going to die…. yet! Maou… doesn’t… die from… loss of blood… damnit!"

Naruse tried to hide his oozing wound… "See? It’s gone…" then he passed out on the street.

Bystanders put him on a bench… Naruse woke up. "I… need… blood… blood…", but the people around him could not understand and just leave him. "Blood.. wound… see, cut, o, look, o…" Knowing noone’s really ready to help him, he stood and walked once more to go to where Naoto asked him.

"Wait for me… Naoto…"

After 1 day of walking, Naruse arrived at the meeting place. Naoto looked pale. He didn’t eat waiting for Naruse. How sweet, Naruse thought. But noone can stop him with his revenge. Not even his love for Naoto.

"Finally, you came here, I almost passed out from hunger!" Naoto’s mad obviously.

"Who told you to wait? Isn’t it just right that we meet again in this place, where it all started?"

"Yeah, with your wrong belief that I killed your brother, isn’t that what you believe in?"

"Because you killed him! Come on, kill me too, kill me now! Onegaishimasu!"

"Is that what you really wanted to happen? That I kill you? Will it give justice if I kill you?"

"Yes, I am hopeless, I have no family, I do not deserve to be loved, noone loves me… no one cares..!"

"That’s not true, I, I love you (damnit, I said it finally..)"

Naruse rolled his eyes. "Huwaat?"

They looked at each other’s eyes. Music played in the background…

…Your eyes opened wide as I looked your way
Couldn’t hide what they meant to say
Feeling lost in a crowded room
It’s too soon for a new love
When you smile Your eyes show your heart
Lost inside a soul torn apart
Feeling alone with people around
True love is so hard to find now…

"Yes! I do! It doesn’t matter if it’s right or wrong, what I feel is right… I like you Ashiya, I mean Naruse!" Then Toma Naoto grabbed him, so tight he felt his wound just opened again.. "Ouch!"

"Wait, what is that? Something wro.. oh, jesus, blood!" Naoto passed out.

"You just confessed your love, and now you sleep?"

Naruse waited for Naoto to wake up but died due to blood loss. When Naoto woke up, Naruse already died and Naoto cried out loud. He then died of hunger.

Isn’t it great, it’s true love, they died at each other’s arms…

I

NEED

INVISIBLE

TEXTS

SO

THERE

WILL

BE

SPACES

IN

BETWEEN

OK?

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee of course not!

This is fan-fiction, this isn’t a Jdorama! I will give justice to the story of Maou, ok! No dying!

"HALLELUIAAAAAAAAAAH, CHANCE!!!"

Naruse woke up in a room… he saw that his body is naked… OMG! Did something happened to him and Naoto?

Naoto looked at him, "Oh, you’re awake now, here take this.."

Naruse took the white blanket just like in doramas and covered himself. You know, classic scene in doramas.. "Why am I here… with… you? Did anything… h-happened?"

"Yes, you don’t remember?"… "I don’t remember."

"You got a wound, running out of blood so I bring you here and ask a doctor to clean your wound."

"Ah!"

"What? You think… Yuck, you’re gross, what are you thinking, ha?" Naoto’s face got so close to Naruse that he almost thought Naoto would kiss him. But he didn’t. Just as Naoto’s about to move away from his face, Naruse grabbed his arms and Naoto accidentally fell on the bed and *OMGPATWILLKILLMENOWIFIDONTENDTHISSTORY!!!*

Wipe the drool, it’s…

~THE END~

*second thoughts for the future of shotoshi wordpress*

POST-MAOU POST

I know I should’ve done this before.

But I know there’s still lots of people who are still watching and I don’t like giving spoilers, so final thoughts/exclamations about this will be in Tagalog to lessen the impact of giving spoilers…

SPOILERS! SPOILERS! SPOILERS! SPOILERS! SPOILERS! SPOILERS!

1. Lang ya, Riida, me panyo ka pala, nauubusan ka na ng dugo, di mo pa ginamit sa sarili mo, nireserve mo pa kay Toma!?! Ambait mo talaga! Pa-kiss nga, muwah!
2. Mabuti na lang walang gumawa ng wallpaper o icons nung namatay si Riida at Toma na magkatabi, kundi naku, ewan ko nalang kung me matuwa. Monumental pa naman yung scene na yun, and cute nakasandal si Riida kay Toma, naku, Riida, pa-kiss nga! muwaaaaa!
3. Praises! Claps! Claps! Yung nagdialogue si Toma ng napakahaba, "is this what you want in the first place? me killing you?" tas walang kakurap-kurap, gosh! Toma, I love you! Great actor, great! great! Riida, pa-kiss nga! muuuuuuuaaaaaaaaa!
4. Unfair! Bakit si Shiori lang ang nabuhay? Hmm, Riida, pa-kiss nga! muwah!

There. If you wanna know what I talked about, it’s nothing. I just asked Riida for a kiss 4 times.

First of all, thanks to Akusub and his friend (or other identity, I wouldn’t know) Coffeeletter. It’s ok coffeeletter if you didn’t want to tell me your real email address. Like I would believe it anyway or send you virtual bouquet of flowers? No! Akkk! For letting me know, 5 seconds after Akusub posted his subtitles, and sending me alerts, that’s so thoughtful, I wanna tell you I’d like to cry right now but I told myself, I wouldn’t scare off Akusub anymore by my useless rants or he may give up subbing.

To the people I became friends with because of Maou, marchy, I don’t remember how we met, how you stumbled on this blog, how we exchanged love messages after that, but I thank you for being a friend even after the series ended. Maou = Marchy. Wait, is that bad equation?

To Pammy (crazyforasiandrama), who made the necessary review of the first episode, I could only wish I have a straight mind that time. (Well, I still don’t have it, I still can’t write a proper review without flailing to Ohno.)

I know I owe you two a promise. To watch Mawang. I still haven’t since my connection still goes into coma sometimes. But I know, I believe, I will see Shin Mina soon.

To the people who watched Maou, followed the series with this blog, how could I thank you? Without any readers, I don’t think this blog would get as much updates as before when I started.

Finally to Riida, thank you for making this drama. If it’s Nino or Jun’s drama, I don’t think I’d follow it as much as I would with Maou. Because they had many dramas before. But with the news of your first drama, who wouldn’t have a tension up? We were with you and with your real-life drama (ah, marchy, I remember, we met after the scandal right? Or wrong?). We were with you while you’re dieting for Maou. We all hope to see the old Ohno we loved back then, or Pat will cry buckets again (SHE WANT SQUISHY BACK!! I want Aibaka dorama!)

Although the OST doesn’t have slow version of truth or Over the Rainbow music box version, I still love it. Especially the guitar songs, the red-room song (awwww! the one with Ohno hair dripping with water after he took a shower, awwww!!!), the Naruse-Shiori song. Even though all songs has scary titles (like 666?), I like them. I will always remember Maou with the songs. Although I wouldn’t want to listen to it before I sleep or I might dream of the Devil, not Riida..

Now, I WANT MAOU PICSPAM!!! But I don’t have time.

Remember the first photoshoot for Maou? When Riida’s still SQUISHY and his costume was still close-neck and has black undershirt, not white and his new hair was like that of a kid. And I remember the expression on his face when he himself could not believe he will star in his own dorama after 14 years(?) in the Jimusho and… image snatched from Tenjostyle…

BYE-BYE MAOU! Bon voyage to the DVD world!