I Just Wanna Say Hi

It’s illegal to make posts at this hour at the office but I wanna say a quick thank you some people out there.

For that one person out there who I don’t know if still reads this, but thanks, friend. I know I’m not a wonderful friend myself so I don’t expect too many people to come to me and offer me help when I need it but up to this day from last night, you might not know how I feel thankful. It really eased me, it’s like a relief to see friends who would still care after all. It’s not whether we succeed in helping each other, but the gesture itself, that enough is something big for me.

It’s hard to find people who listens without making you feel judged afterwards.
It’s hard to find people who listens without injecting their own self either.
I don’t mind being a shrink to people I care about, to friends, but sometimes I need someone to help me out also. And you’re there. Awwwww!

I’m not going to deny that this is hard time for me, financially, emotionally and whatelse. I keep myself to a few people right now. My one reason to be happy (and occasionally procrastinate), Arashi, isn’t an effective drug right now (~thanks to fandom drama~) but I’m still keeping up. Although it’s harder than usual. At least I was happy in 2008 because of Arashi. But now, bleh to the fandom!

Which bring me to.. thank you, safari. My belief that this blog is totally forgotten now is somewhat erased. That people only liked you when you write about exciting things about this fandom. People only like you when you’re one of them. When you’re not, they won’t bother. I also paid visit your blog some time before. It’s rare for people from LJ to expect non-LJers to go there and visit them but they never even bother to visit non-LJers. Thanks again!

I guess this wasn’t quick after all. I still hope I’ll be back later..