Dear Aki,

16 09 2009

Aki a.k.a. MarchLavender celebrates her birthday today in her country home in Malaysia together with her family. I can imagine their happiness :)

To Marchy (as I call her back then in fandom world), I wish you had happiness this day. I wish the people around you are happy today, for I know that’s how you want your birthday to happen. Being your friend when I was in fandom was one of the best things that happened and will always remind me how nice the whole experience was. Your blog will remind me how I rarely sleep during Maou season stalking you for downloads like crazy because that season was crazy! I’m sorry I drained you back then. I’m sorry if I made you feel "Hurry up, Marchy in uploading!". I’m sorry I didn’t try harder to keep our communication after that and until now.

I’m happy you’re still my friend even though we rarely talk or visit blogs. If I never go back to being a fangirl, can I still have you as my friend at least?

What can I give to a girl who has it all? Maybe my prayer that you would live for a hundred years (or close to that).. you know what I mean. My heart suddenly felt heavy, but I know you don’t like lonely people on your birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AKI!

May you meet your Taki-sama before September 16, 2010.


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28 10 2009
aki

thank you so much !!!
i’m so sorry for being months too late~~~ :cry:

it has been really tough days for me and it still is, you know why, my usual health issue. i rarely to be on the net lately except to check few emails.

of course you’re still my friend, fangirl or not… friendship is forever and i miss you, really miss you. just, it’s hard for me to be a good friend with this kind of issue in my life. this private me is getting more private… but i never forget the few friends that i already have and you’re one of the important ones…

really thank you for this !!! :)

28 10 2009
Ace

awww, Marchy where are you? Are you back in the UK? Or still with your family? I hope you’re doing fine (and not in any kind of pain :( ( )

I’m so surprised to read your comment! it’s been so long, I’m waiting for a post from you telling any update in life! just I know you’re safe and ok, that’s good news enough!

you don’t need to say any sorry, I’m just always here, we could always catch up… I really hope you’re ok and will be still ok. miss you!

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